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About Me  Shay, or Satori. Socially awkward, but you'll get used to it. I love having fun, and creating memories  I love all kinds of music  ,and I'm always longing for the finer things that life has to offer. Food and the internet is what I need to survive.   Daily Reads  Ally Brooke CourtneyCredits "FADINGCOLORS" Layout designed by Shay. No part of this site should be duplicated or reproduced without written permission. Images/Pixels: Tumblr/lovecandied (Miwa) |
Saturday, July 14, 2012 Life has always been a challenge, and I constantly learn things about people every day. The things I learn tend to be either rather bad, or really good on most occasions, but for the most part, I've been noticing the bad. Not the "evilly bad," just the "How can a person be this way?" kind of bad. I'm a person who likes to let people know how much they mean to me, whether if it by buying small gifts, or wanting to spend time, or just wanting to be there to be their support when they need to rant. If they need someone to talk to, they know they can always turn to me. I think I was always that type of person. I was rarely in any kind of drama among my friends, or have given any of my friends a hard time. I used to never let my thoughts known, but now I'm starting give friends my perspective of how I see things and why. I'm also the type of person who like to know how much I mean to people, too. I am this way because all my life, I've given my all to people, whether it be my friends, family, or even my colleagues at work, and the only thing I expect in return is whether I'm doing well, or if I mean anything to them at all. I've friends, and a few of them I regard as my best friends, but I don't know if they feel the same about me at all. Do they consider me as a good friend? Am I even worthy enough for their friendship? I like knowing if I mean anything to people. I want to know whether or not if I should continue being there for them. I don't like to hold up anyone's time, and I don't like anyone to hold mine up either. I want to know if people like having me by their side, or would they rather have me far behind. Maybe I'm just an embarrassment to them. If that's case, I'd rather know so I won't have to hold them up any longer.  Labels: friendship, heartache, life, the hard truth ...and so ends another page in my life; 8:25 PM
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