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Shay, or Satori.
Socially awkward, but you'll get used to it. I love having fun, and creating memories
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and I'm always longing for the finer things that life has to offer. Food and the internet is what I need to survive.


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Thursday, April 12, 2012
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I'm really starting to think that people are starting to push me to the point that I'm going to have to start snapping back. I really hate letting people bother me so much that I get to that point, but it looks like that's what people want to see. I've read online that the less you care, the happier you'll be. I wish I'd understood that years earlier. It'd probably save me most of the stress that I'm going through right now.


So, moving day is almost a week away! It happened all so fast, and I have so much more things that I need to do. The person who I live with knows this, yet she keeps nagging me about doing all this extra stuff. Stuff like cleaning walls, and putting the mattress against something, so I can sweep the floor and all that shit. Mind you, I have a lot of stuff on my plate as it is. I'm being milked for every penny right now, it's a very pathetic way to be at the moment. In fact I HATE IT. I don't normally hate things, but I hate this situation so much, that I would never wish it on anyone, not even my enemies. NOBODY'S helping me do anything. Not a single soul. I see how it is. I'm going to watch out for myself from now on. I'm not going to help people, especially when I'm in a time of need no one's there to have my back. I die a little inside every time I think about it. It pisses me off to no end how "too nice" I am to people.

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